Rage is a Gift

Yes, maybe this was true for Malcom X, but for me this doesn't work. I am so enraged these days and I feel so powerless and vain at the least thought of finding some sort of self-realization that I'm experiencing some sort of paralysis within. I would like to write, I would like to create and express something useful, to give my view and my dissent on what's happening and still... there is all this rage and sadness and freezing cold and I cannot move. I cannot move.